new semester

i haven't blogged since who knows when. too many things to blog about, all worth blogging but at the same time just hasnt hit me hard enough to want to blog.

knowing myself i always have days(you can say everyday) where i end up being alone and just think a lot. i think about everything going on in my life and the goals and desires of my heart that i feel one day i can accomplish and reach. everything is within grasp but none of it matters. i feel like the most important aspect of aquiring your dreams is how you get there. nothing feels better than knowing how hard you worked for something. sometimes those things may not even seem that big or that important once its obtained. its funny. and im sure that has happened to just about everyone, but i hope it doesn't discourage any future chases through life.

my point being: a new semester of college has just begin for me and classes are extremely tough to get. i have to add almost all my classes and every single one i need is full. priority registration dates are the utmost important - that being said i unfortunately am not one of the lucky handful that has priority registration. so, now i have to fight and keep striving til i get a decent schedule. we can't be picky because the dayyyuuummm economy of ours. we have to take what we can get whether we like it or not. it sucks, but theres always a way through things.

don't you find it interesting that the people around you aren't always what they are sought out to be? i know ive had some problems with people before that may think that about me but even when i think about people that i haven't had problems with, theres this shell that is somehow waiting to get cracked open to reveal something you've never seen before. one little pebble thrown in their path to make them curve and they are a whole different person. the things people care about, the things they prioritize, the things they will act different about and will be selfish or kind..i can go on for days but the desires of peoples hearts can show a lot about them. if anyone gets greedy it can ruin a lot of relationships they have with anyone.

life is weird. im just waiting to get my thoughts out but time + a busy schedule hasn't allowed me to do so within these past months. ive lost my relationship with God in someway and im itching to get it back.

i hope everything turns out the way they should. and like michelles new tattoo(oOoooohh) says, 'everything falls into place' ..holla back.




love.